Wednesday, 18 April 2012
Today I don't feel so good.
I'm not sure what is wrong.
Maybe it's the introvert in me.
It's been gorgeous outside all day. Y'know, blue skies, light breeze.
No matter how hard I try, I can't bring myself to go outside.
I'm tired, bored and pretty sick of this country again.
I get waves of this in life.
I want a job. I want money. I want to escape.
I want to travel. I want to laugh, relax and enjoy life.
I'll be moving house at the end of the month. We already have the keys for the new place.
Well, I say "new" place. However, I've actually lived there before. A lot of bad memories lie in that place, due to a crappy social life (see my Turning 20 blog...) and many good ones lie here.
I've had to throw out tonnes of old clothes, videos, games, books... just a lot of my old belongings.
It's really depressing as even the clothes bring up memories of my teenage years.
The lack of pictures and photos I have from those years also hits me hard. It's upsetting not to have many keepsakes to look back on. I'm just thankful for what I have left.
I suppose I'll go out for a jog. I'm trying to cut out meals after 6.30. So it's a nice distraction.
Maybe that jog will refresh me enough to keep me sane for the rest of the evening. I may go to the beach tomorrow. I think I'll also post a blog of just images taken lately. Why the hell not? Look out for that tomorrow.
This blog post is just me whining. I'm just not having a good day.
Maybe something will pick up, soon.